SHOULD I CHEAT ON HIM?
I got into an arranged marriage with my husband. I never dated him, I knew just nothing about him.
After my primary school education, I could not continue into the secondary because my poor parents could not afford it and saw it as luxury. This is the reason why they asked me to follow my Aunt to the city.
Although the original plan was that I would be going to college whilst helping with house chores. When I got there, everything changed overnight. I was instead sent to learn tailoring and as if this was not disappointing enough, my Aunt met and kind sold me off to my husband in their
arrangements.
She only called to inform what was going to be happening and I couldn't dare object her will. I am was very young and beautiful but marriage was not yet my wish. I wanted to become a better person than I am today.
My husband is a very hard working man, but what he lacks is what cherish most. He is not romantic at all. He knows nothing about social life, how to treat a woman, how to make love just to say these. I get wounded each time we try to make out.
We have two kids but I feel so used and dumped. To him he loves me so much because he provides like everything in the house apart from himself. I am still young and have cravings for great sex but it has never happened ever since I got myself into this trap.
I have followed up to see if he cheats but no, I have tried teaching him but can he or is he willing to learn? Not at all. I look smart when I dress and go out, I mean I look happy, satisfied and all of that but deep within me is whole that hasn't begun the filling.
My sexual urges have been eating me lately and I am having a crush on a certain teacher. He is not married but I won't mind. I even threatened my husband that I will cheat if he did not change but do you know what? He asked me to go ahead. I have gone to the level of proposing that we wet our appetite by watching erotic movies or even porn but still he doesn't want.
Should I really cheat?
After my primary school education, I could not continue into the secondary because my poor parents could not afford it and saw it as luxury. This is the reason why they asked me to follow my Aunt to the city.
Although the original plan was that I would be going to college whilst helping with house chores. When I got there, everything changed overnight. I was instead sent to learn tailoring and as if this was not disappointing enough, my Aunt met and kind sold me off to my husband in their
She only called to inform what was going to be happening and I couldn't dare object her will. I am was very young and beautiful but marriage was not yet my wish. I wanted to become a better person than I am today.
My husband is a very hard working man, but what he lacks is what cherish most. He is not romantic at all. He knows nothing about social life, how to treat a woman, how to make love just to say these. I get wounded each time we try to make out.
We have two kids but I feel so used and dumped. To him he loves me so much because he provides like everything in the house apart from himself. I am still young and have cravings for great sex but it has never happened ever since I got myself into this trap.
I have followed up to see if he cheats but no, I have tried teaching him but can he or is he willing to learn? Not at all. I look smart when I dress and go out, I mean I look happy, satisfied and all of that but deep within me is whole that hasn't begun the filling.
My sexual urges have been eating me lately and I am having a crush on a certain teacher. He is not married but I won't mind. I even threatened my husband that I will cheat if he did not change but do you know what? He asked me to go ahead. I have gone to the level of proposing that we wet our appetite by watching erotic movies or even porn but still he doesn't want.
Should I really cheat?
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